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ADD MY NEW JOURNAL. PERRRRLEAASEEE?
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) _bangbangbaby
I've already added you.
PLEASE add me. I MISS YOU ALL ! xx
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[28 Dec 2004|11:39pm] |
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who's been a photo whore? I HAVE I HAVE.
YES THATS ME. kissing Mr McCracken..oh how i love paint shop.
more sexy me kissing THE USED pictures behind the cut &&& me [ew]
( wanna see me disco? )
did you enjoy the sexy pictures?
not so sure about the ones of me. specially the riot grrl one. HAHA. xx
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[10 Jul 2004|12:28am] |
Tonight was the best night of my life. I only wish i had someone there <3 he's hottt <3 Robert Smith looked at me!!! :D:D:D:D cant b arsed writing huge journal now, so i'll update the fucking amazing event tomorrow.
<3 inbetween days <2
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yay. yet another dumb questionnaire.
( click away mouse. )
Today i went to alton towers with jen, kirsty, rachel, sarah and jackie. It was piss funny. we got there at about 9.40 am after setting off from school at 7.45am. (too early) We went straight on air and i've never laughed so muhc on a ride, Jen kept screaming really loud and it was really weird screams. She's not been since she was 7 and then she didnt go on any big rides. After air we went on nemecis and she loved that and screamed on that, Jackie moaned lots after that cos she felt sick. So i got prepared and put on my pocket mac to go on ripsaw. I love that ride =) tis so great. jen hated it. haha. bless her <3 We went on blade and some people got on before us and stole the back row that jaki, rachel, kirsty and sarah were guna sit on, so me and jen got on the 3rd to back row like soft arses and jen had tears in her eeys and woudln't put her hands up. Therefore making me get a stitch from laughing. We ate Mcdonalds and i made Jen and Jacki walk away from their 'frites' (chips for those of you who don't do french) because they were worrying me. We then joinmed the que for oblivion, then it broke down, they said it wasnt going to start again fro another 4 hours so we fucked off. Went on Black Hole with mrs H-S and mrs haughton which was fucking hilarious. Then Oblivion opened again -le sigh- so we joined the que but jen pussied out, hehe, she was very scared <3. So kirsty was nice and stayed with her for 40 minuites. hehe. I managed to keep one hand up going down the vertical bit waving to jen and kirsty. lol. We came off and went to the new ride. we qued for an hour and a bit and got on it and it was amazing! It's so great! Its called pinball wizzer or something like that. Its like a carriage of 4. with two's that are back to back and it goes round a track thats like a mouse trap type track but steeper and the carriage spins round and twirls and stuff. its ace! its such good fun, its a really weird feeling when you're on it too. So after that we went on the tea cups, me and kirsty and jaki had to go on a sepearate tea cup to rach, jen and sarah cos they were going to spin there's mega fast. So we came off feeling sick and i went on dance machine cos am ghay like that. =] People bought sexy warm doughnuts and i stole one from kirsty cos she's cool like that. We walked back up to entrance and got back on coach where we all calmed down. We all started lisnin to music and i had two seats to myself cos i'm fat lol. I listened to the whole jet album, fell asleep halfway through but i was semi conscious so was still listening, woek up to cold hard bitch and got hyper. Listened to lennykravitz album (tis gud) and then The Zutons. wooop. After track 5 i got too hyper and pissed about throwing shit at kirsty and falling off the chair and stuff. I pinched a sanitary towel from her bag and stuck it to Jackie. and then threw the rapper at a random year 9 and loooked at him weird. he was very scared. I found it rather amusing. Kirsty started making weird noises and we were blocking out exterior noise with our hands. =) hahahahaha. ooooh the joys of coach rides. Can't wait to go beligum on coach now. twill be extra funny. speshly avec Linzi George.
aaah. well I don't know what i'm doing tonight. Considering going out if my mum will let me. =\
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A poem
I will not give up
though i know
i'll keep on picking up the pieces
you don't know what i'm going through
I can act like i dont care
its easy to shrug off
I still won't give up
I'll keep trying
Just thought you should know
That being with you is time i treasure
I'm burning to be with you
I'm falling, all on my own
but i'm letting you know
I'm burning to be with you.
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wow. twas my bday party tonight. I didnt think anyone was guna come tonight. Just thought it wud be me, sarah, masters, kirsty and vickie. I got in Kirsty's house, she opened door and EVERYONE was in the living room to surrpise me. I cried. lol. Emo bitch. was great though. all my friends. Chaddy was mister change again. lol. he was great though. :) Kirsty s came round and her gay mate Kris who is well hot!! but gay :( DAMMIT! Cried lots tonight. Got annoyed. I bought an mp3 player today :) tis gorgeous! very pleased with it. Got a new top tooooo. tis a clockwork orange one. I'll post pics when i'm at home cos i'm at kirsty hoffman's. hehe. guna go now. post more tomorrrow!! xx
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stolen from Lisa (beauty_star) cos its cool...plus i haven't done one before.
fill it in and post it in a comment on this entry.
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6. Will you give me a piggy-back ride next time we meet? -
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9. What was your first impression of me? -
10. Do you still think that way about me now? -
11. If I was an animal, what would I be? -
12. Are you sure you know me? -
13. When's the last time you saw me? -
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? -
15. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you? -
p.s last night was wellllllll coool. :)
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Yay or nay to thay pictors?
( unSCENEposer )
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[29 Jun 2004|06:28pm] |
new bands
- the juliana theory - www.thejulianatheory.com
- beyond all reason - www.beyondallreason.co.uk
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THIS IS SOOOO WRONG. I hate having my socks on!! pff.
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In the words of nat, (mymorphinetear) - "she really..really is.she needs a slap.and shes blonde.and a bimbo.id write a special journal entry to her telling her to grow the fuck up"
If you are offended by any information in my diary, don't read it. simple as? kapeeeeeesh? :P
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TATS ...
:x: name = Lizzi
:x: age = 14..15 soon yay.
:x: piercings = ears pierced. left ear has belly bar in (go kirsty for doing that for me)
:x: tattoos = none just yet. =) Only another 375 days till i get some though. :)
:x: height = 5 ft 2.
:x: weight = 8 stne
:x: shoe size = 4
:x: hair colour = Red with blondey ginger streaks at the moment
:x: movie you rented = Calendar Girls, from Kirsty's mutti.
:x: movie you bought = fuck knows.
:x: song you listened to = Moulin Rouge
:x: song that was stuck in your head = Come what may from moulin rouge film
:x: CD you bought = fuck knows.
:x: CD you listened to: Snow Patrol
:x: person you've called = Mutti
:x: person that's called you = mutti.
:x: TV show you've watched = City guys with chad.. extreme yo' lol.
:x: person you were thinking of = Jimmy from Leicester. god i miss cornwall.
DO....
:x: you have a bf or gf = no. grr
:x: you have a crush on someone = ummhm 8-|
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = Cornwall..defenitely cornwall.
:x: you think about suicide = i think about it, but not commiting it.
:x: you believe in online dating = whatever floats your boat.
:x: others find you attractive = nahh not many people they have to be drunk really.
:x: you drink = of course. what else is my purpose for being here?
:x: you do drugs = No
:x: you smoke = Nope
:x: you like cleaning =No thanks
:x: you like roller coasters = Yeah man the best
:x: you write in cursive or print =Eh?
:x: you carry a donor card = Nope, not old enough
:x: you like candles: yeh. romance is always good.
:x: you like hot wax: hot wax on peas tastes nice.
:x: you like incense: yeh. and No chaddy thats NOT shaggin ur family. -sigh-
:x: you like the taste of blood: sometimes..my own is good. :)
:x: you believe in love: yeh.
:x: you believe in soul mates: yeah.
:x: you believe in love at first sight: no.
:x: you believe in forgiveness: yes
:x: you believe in God: no, i believe in something, but not god.
FOR OR AGAINST...
:x: long distance relationships = Against. they suck. I shud know.
:x: using someone = Against
:x: killing people = for a punishment, aye, otherwise nein.
:x: teenage smoking = Against, although i shud say For really. -sigh-
:x: premarital sex = FOR!! ALL THE WAY!!
:x: driving drunk = thats a bit silly.
:x: soap operas = For.
FAVOURITE...
:x: food = Chicken Sweet and Sour
:x: thing to do = it soudns emo and shit but hug friends at night with stars or chill out on picadilly making songs up with crazy friends when its sunny. Good times :D
:x: thing to talk about = hahaha. i dunooo... ^__^ -sweet smile-
:x: drinks = Stella. =D JD and coke.
:x: clothes = 50's skirts <3 pink top and shirts <3 headbands <3 boots <3
:x: movies = girl interrupted, interview with a vampire, queen of the damned, ginger snaps, shooting fish, dead poets society, moulin rouge, holy grail.
:x: band/singer = The Cure <3 Kittie <3 The Killers <3 SUGARCULT! <3 Jack Off Jill <3 The Zutons <3 Coldplay <3 Incubus <3 The Offspring <3 loooooooads.
:x: holiday = Cornwall 2004 with Vickie. I'll never forget it. =)
:x: nerdy saying = 'what are you doing!?!?! its sunday!!'
HAVE YOU...
:x: ever cried over a girl = yep
:x: ever cried over a guy = yep
:x: ever been in a fist fight = no
:x: ever been arrested = no
NUMBER...
:x: of times I have had my heart broken? = -shrugs- i dunoo if i have. what the fuck is love?
:x: of hearts I have broken? = apparently 3 *bullshit* but i can only believe 1.
:x: of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? = 2.
:x: of people I consider my enemies? = urrm....3.
:x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = urrrm...quite a few really.. :S
:x: of scars on my body? = gerzillions!!
FAVORITE...
:x: Disney movie = Lion King
:x: scent = Diesel Power *melts*
:x: word = yaaay
:x: eye colour = blue..
:x: actress = Winona Ryder. Rennee Zelwiger. (how do you spell it?)
:x: actor = Johnny Depp.
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
:x: pretty = no.
:x: funny = to laugh AT , yes.
:x: hot = lol no.
:x: friendly = to some people
:x: pessimistic = yes
:x: optimistic = at times
:x: caring = about a select few people
:x: dorky = yes. very. tis a good thing. =]
DESCRIBE YOUR -
:x: Wallet/purse: grr...at the moment its a khaki coloured smallish one cos my Hello Kitty ones broke. :(
:x: Hairbrush: i have too many. why would i have 1?
:x: Toothbrush: pruple and seee fru. :)
:x: Jewellery worn daily: small friendship bracelet that means Love that Vickie's mum bought me cos she bought Vickie one that means safety or something. =]
:x: Pillow cover: blueee and ones green i think :S
:x: Blanket: umm blue with moooons on at the moment
:x: Coffee cup: there's loooads. my faves my big fat eyore one though. :)
:x: Sunglasses: dont have any. -sniff-
:x: Shoes: oh god. my boots = big and black, my conversey things - pink and black, my sesseh licle trainers - blue, beefcake trainers - black. schoolshoes - shit. dolly shoes - fit <3 animal fli flops - comfy. slip on skechers - fit. TOO MANY!!!
:x: Handbag: too many and i can't name them all.
:x: Favourite shirt: eep. my picnic table shirt. =] Or the tommy hilfigher shirt. hmm...duno.
:x: CD in stereo right now: dont use stereo i have computer in room to play cds :)
:x: What you are wearing right now: blakc pants, black strappy top, sesseh blue traineees,
:x: Hair: scruffily tied back.
:x: Make up: fat load of eyeliner glittery eyeshadow
:x: Mobile: next to me and lovely. :)
WHO or WHAT now -
:x: In my mouth: the taste of shnerdles thing.
:x: In my head: a big black mood.
:x: Wishing: i wasn't so fucking alone
:x: After this: go bed -sigh-
:x: Talking to: adam, chad.
:x: Eating: fook all.
:x: If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what
reason?: Joe pennington and someone else i can't say. cos i'll get shouted at...... >_> <_<
:x: Person you wish you could see right now: -shrugs-
:x: Is next to you: my phone, a brush
:x: Something you're looking forward to in this up coming month: i'd say my birthday but thats not true. lol. So the OBVIOUS SPLENDIFIROUS answer has to be THE CURE <3<3<3<3<3 OH MY SHIT!
:x: Something that you are deathly afraid of?: loosing my friends.
:x: Spell your first name backwards: htebazilE
:x: Where do you live?: Astley =D come on. :)
:x: What do you want done with your body when you die: cremated, ashes spread on a stage and on a beach.
:x: If you could have any animal for a pet: Meer Kat. they so funky.
:x: What is the latest you've ever stayed up: all nighter at partays. speshully col's. fuck me that party was funny. CHEESE!!!
:x: Ever been to Switzerland?: no. they cunts.
:x: Can you eat with chopsticks: can i fuckers like.
:x: What are some of your favourite pig out foods?: have to agree with chad and put choc and haribo.
:x: Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a while?: Loads of people. Claire, Jade etc etc.
:x: Anyone you fancy?: pfff...yes. -rolls eyes-
:x: Anyone you wanna go out with?: humph. not really.
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eeep. i'm illifer, :( last night i was worse than today but toda i'm pretty bad too. I feel sick, can't eat, can't taste what i manage to eat, swollen glands, my mum thinks its tonsilitas. or however u spell it. You know when you get up too quick and ur eyes go all funny and u go dizzy? i'm liek that all the time and i'm permanently shaking n my muscles keep seizing up. eepies :( hurting. gonna goo xx
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I miss Kirsty stephens. :( alot. Its really pissing me off. I was talking to some girl today about bieng bi and stuff and we got onto the subject of Kirsty and i realise how much i missed her nowadays it seems like she hates me and its fucking pissing me off. I miss her so much and i love her to bits but she just throws it back in my face. Its like if she smiles at me i'm totally after the moon because the majoirty of the time she's taking the mick out of me, calling me or trying to make me pissed off. ie by flirting with vickie or saying things about Vickie which she knows is bound to upset me. gr. unfair :( I wanna see chaddy tonight but he's not online to ask to come out and i don't want to text him incase it looks like i'm miethering him. gr..
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Heres the update of last night and today, this entry should be pretty fucking long. So off we goo...last night i was so fucked, i was totally off my space, i'd had - vodka, jack daniels, VodkaDB, sherry, stella and advocaat. The best part of the night had to be at mine when i was cuddling my chad on my bed cos he was upset about Le Bitch, who fucks up his fucking mind and is a fucking cow and grrr and grrrrr. But anyway moving on I got to Kirsty and i was fucked on her floor and couldn't move. Was hilarious. Kirsty pierced my ears again for me. eep. then straight after we stretched my left ear (fucking killing now) I was sick later on, eep and then went to sleep to wake up with a huge hangover this morning. We got readyish at Kirst's and went to mine. I got changed again, lol, and put my low riding jeans on <3 with my boxers <3 my pink top with dogs on and my TH army shirt. -squee- We got the bus into town and went to McDonalds. I spent all my money within 10 minuites -le sigh-. grrish. Then we met rachel on urbis and I went shopping with her and Beks who is very cool indeed. we went into HnM and picked up lots of granny knitted sweaters and rachel took pictures of the cows in the cow parade. (i'll get her to send me some and i'll post them) I went back to urbis, Kirsty and VIckie went off and my back hurt so i stayed on urbis then went geek shopping with jen, dale, rachel, gibo, smee (teh geek of geeks) jacki, colin and neal. We bought posters for Mr B for media and then went to 'forbidden planet' which has to be one of the funniest geek shops in Manchester. (except the warhammer shop in arndale near silly weeding place) We went to picadilly na dlaughed at the gospel rapper people who were rapping about 'masturbation yo' quite amusing. I realised how cute jen and dale are <3 we went back to urbis and i was talking to nat (lesbian nat) for a while and we made up our own trance tune. and 'Manemo' the choon was developed further. haha. Then we went to sugarcult as far as i can remember, me kirsty and rach ran for free bus and the others were behind and the bus went without them haha. SO we met them outside the gig and stuff. As many people know i was planning on meeting a girl I know on here (nat) *elloooo nat!* on urbis, not at any paticular point but just to say hello. We didn't end up bumping into each other on urbis but she came to sugarcult, I didn't see her outsdie but as soon as we got in. I THINK she walked past. lol. she described herself as small, black shortish hair and always wearing a scarf. and if it wasn't her it was a HUGE coincidence. I being me, was too hsy to say hello and we were stood RIGHT next to her. lol. I was dying to shout 'HELLO ITS LIZ' however I did not. I stayed quiet. Then nat or whoever it was if it wasn't nat ran off. hee heee. So yeh... the first band - the fight, were really good I swear the lead singer was a dyke though. The second band were ok i suppose but were a little too mellow and coldplay mixed with oasis for sugarcult. Weird eh. Sugarcult came on and played a fucking great set. they played pretty girl, hate every beautiful day, bouncing off the walls again (which i puncedh some girl to cos she was pissing me off) the one, stuck in america, memory, champagne, destination anywhere. LOADS really. :) it was good fun. We went outside and sat round the back for a while, i went in a shit arse mood and was all grr. fuck off. I got home and chaddy was being quiet he was on phone to steph. Ok here's my rant about this fucking girl who's really pissed me off now, before she just shocked me and i thought bitch. Now i'm thinking she deserves a punch, telling chaddy things liek she dreampt of his best mates sam and doyley and not him when she knows FULL well that chaddy really fucking likes her. Last night she made him fucking well upset when he was at mine. Grrr. she pisses me off to fuck. stupid fucking needin-a-punch girl. If i ever meet her and she gives chaddy shit infront of me I WILL hit her...no..i will flatten her!!! gr...now i am going to bed, to be pissed off at steph and to be angry at chaddy, because although I love him lots, he's done something fucking stupid. // Airin is hot <3 Tim is Hot <3 Marco is fucking cool <3
-tata x big x emo x gay x kiss x
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Tonight should be good. I'm listening to Snow patrol which is always a good thing they are great stuff. :: You Don't Listen To Me As I Talk To The Wall :: How to be dead <3 Vickie and Kirsty are coming round to mine and Chaddy may come too. Dunno though. Doubt it. Snow patrol should play at Move festival now that would kick ass. We are getting drunk tonight :D -grins alot- how happy am i cos of that? my sister went to the shop and bought me some vodka and i got some coke too. Vickie has some JD, 2 bottles of stella and some port or something like that, not sure. Kirsty has nowt. And i have vodka :) What a phat buzz. If chaddy comes when we're drunk shud be funnay. poor guy been talking to a girl (mymorphinetear) i met off livejournal called natalie today and last night. She goes on urbis is small, wears scarves alot, hates teh emo bitches, and is considered emo by all her friends. She's going to sugarcult tomorrow so i said i'd go over and say hello if i see her on urbis in the day. Should be fun cos she seems cool we're quite alike. =) reetyho am off to get ready for my alcohol x ciao -tata xkissXcorex
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Today was okies. I got to school a little later than usual and went straight to mr b's. Nicola Edwards give me a hug and wished me luck which was fucking weird. Then we went into the exam it was ok i suppose. I got the urge to dance halfway through though. eep. lol. So that lasted over 1st lesson adn 2nd lesson was media anyway so we went and chilled for 15 mins in there. At break Vix was loads nicer to me which is major good :) R.E was quite funny actually we had a sub cos wailway man wasn't in (Mr Clarke) he was quite funny and was coming out with all these dodgy quotes he is now to be added to the legends list. Dinner was fair poo really. Typed up speech for enlgish oral which i was supposed to have but got cancelled 4th lesson cos there was no projector thing in English room and we couldn't book another room. Then 5th lesson was media and i played on Tony Hawks Pro Skater 4. That was a buzz. Me and Rachel being geeks trying to grind the safety barriers on the college level. ooh yes. Going out tonight hopefully getting drunk, then sleeping at Kirsty-lou's with Vickie. Vickie told me today that Adam didnt want to speak to me and Kirsty because we didnt tell him about Vickie cheating on him. I just asked him why this is and he said because I didnt tell him he really doesnt want to talk to me. SO i said well its not as if me and kirsty told vickie to do it so adam says -
"im not blaming you, im just fucked off that you didnt tell me, if neal and kirst had, had somethin goin on and i knew about it i'd tell u, so keep ur stupid, fucked up little 'Oh look, I'm liz, everybody LOOK AT ME!!' self to yourself away from me."
Is this Adam being horrible? or am i really like that? I know i like to be centre of attention, but why am I fucked up? i really dunno. I am totally confused and really taken aback my it.
Anyway here's something to be happy about -
Raver Bear
Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
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